player name: lily r characters played: gilia st. loe telepathy permission: yes! gilia's surface-level thoughts all run a mile a minute of her constant stream of anxiety and doubts and hyper-awareness of every little gesture, perception and glance of others. she's constantly aware of wanting to be pleasant and inobtrusive to people around her, what they will think of her, whether she's behaving appropriately if she's being annoying and if they need anything from her, sometimes there are snarkier self-loathing, and sometimes there is just like anyone else, things she'd rather leave unsaid lmao. There is also a constant sort of humming in her mind that she uses to keep calm. barriers/personal psychic abilities: her deeper thoughts tend to border into the Sea-Father's part of her, and Mavis can absolutely go further to find it if she ever wanted! Gilia is not consciously or subconsciously masking or hiding him, just that like the bottom of the ocean, he's way far down inside her mental presence. Nor is he overtly doing anything in and of himself, he's just there, chilling. But the further Mavis goes into her mind, the more he becomes 'aware' and the more he will 'stare' back at her. It's vague at first, then with each time/extended digging, he tends to begin to look back and make it clear that this one is protected, etc, and he is Aware that she's there.
further plotting: Absolutely! Totally welcome Mavis being curious one day, and potential fallout / fun times of running into the Sea-Father himself in there! Gilia's own prophetic dreams are deeply disjointed and unhinged, snatches of future and past and present, all jumbled together because ancient sea creatures don't know how to talk to humans.
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characters played: gilia st. loe
telepathy permission: yes! gilia's surface-level thoughts all run a mile a minute of her constant stream of anxiety and doubts and hyper-awareness of every little gesture, perception and glance of others. she's constantly aware of wanting to be pleasant and inobtrusive to people around her, what they will think of her, whether she's behaving appropriately if she's being annoying and if they need anything from her, sometimes there are snarkier self-loathing, and sometimes there is just like anyone else, things she'd rather leave unsaid lmao. There is also a constant sort of humming in her mind that she uses to keep calm.
barriers/personal psychic abilities: her deeper thoughts tend to border into the Sea-Father's part of her, and Mavis can absolutely go further to find it if she ever wanted! Gilia is not consciously or subconsciously masking or hiding him, just that like the bottom of the ocean, he's way far down inside her mental presence. Nor is he overtly doing anything in and of himself, he's just there, chilling. But the further Mavis goes into her mind, the more he becomes 'aware' and the more he will 'stare' back at her. It's vague at first, then with each time/extended digging, he tends to begin to look back and make it clear that this one is protected, etc, and he is Aware that she's there.
further plotting: Absolutely! Totally welcome Mavis being curious one day, and potential fallout / fun times of running into the Sea-Father himself in there! Gilia's own prophetic dreams are deeply disjointed and unhinged, snatches of future and past and present, all jumbled together because ancient sea creatures don't know how to talk to humans.